WARNING: vivid description of a physical ailment i'm suffering from below. don't read if you're turned off by talk of "poop."

i've contracted a weird sickness again. i don't get it. this one is weird.

i'm suffering from all the effects of malnutrition because i can't bring myself to eat. i can't eat because any food i put in my stomach makes me feel like i wanna puke. this is probably because i haven't pooped in two days. ugh.

i've been pretty much bed-ridden all day. i can't stay awake for very long. i've lost all temperature control of my body; i go from sweating buckets to shivering in a matter of seconds. my blood pressure is really low; every time i stand up, i get tunnel vision and my head starts hurting really bad. i'm really woried that i might pass out. i've started standing up in a really slow manner which looks ridiculous. i can't go to the bathroom - or at least not #2. i don't know what's going on in there. i don't feel constipated or anything, i'm just empty which is odd because i do keep forcing bits of food down...

wow i feel like shit.